Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Inverhuron, 4 days

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Sunday, August 21, 2011

No.

I can't tell you how much **fun** it is to get your period while staying at your aunts house on the beach.
FML

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

A peak inside the mind of a crazy person... a.k.a me

Am I pregnant yet??  When can I test to find out if I'm pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet??  Do you think I could be pregnant yet??   Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Is there any chance that I am pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? How long does the Ovidrel stay in my system so that I can test to find out if I am pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet??Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? When can I test to find out if I'm pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Do I have any symptoms of being pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet?? Am I pregnant yet??

Remind me.... what is that definition of insanity??


Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again but expecting different results.



Isn't that what I have been doing for the last 17 months?
Sex. Pregnant? No.
Sex. Pregnant? No.
Sex. Pregnant? No.
Sex. Pregnant? No.
Sex. Pregnant? No.
Sex... you get the idea.

The idea that I'm a crazy person?  Yep, you got it.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

So tired

I am exhausted.

But happy.

On Thursday last week I went for my first monitoring appointment to see how things were progressing. They wanted me to come back on Saturday. On Saturday they wanted me to come back on Sunday... then Monday... then Tuesday... Today the said that I should book an appointment for Wednesday but I more than likely wouldn't need it; they would probably be calling me today to take the Ovidrel injection.

Waiting for that phone call was difficult. I was so tired today that I told D if they want me back tomorrow, he was going to have to drive me in because I was falling asleep at the wheel this morning.

Finally, they called me after lunch and told me I could do the injection this evening and then starting tonight "have intercourse for the next two to three days".

Yes, I was instructed to have sex.

Slightly humiliating. Like we weren't trying that step before...

When I got home from work, I had a nap! Then just before dinner I gathered all of my supplies and prepared myself for the injection. I was a little nervous, but the thought that this could be what I need to finally get pregnant got me through it.

It didn't hurt that much, a little pinch was all. It felt tender around the injection point for about half an hour or so and I had a small red bump. Now, 3 hours later, I have to look really hard to find the little red dot, the bump is gone and it's not tender any more.

Now I don't have to go back to the clinic for two weeks. That's when they want to do a pregnancy test.

Well, I'm off to bed now to do as I have been told; get busy!!